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[28 Jun 2010|01:44pm] |
Ugh, humans as they are, are truly
Disgusting
They selfishly damage nature, damage each other, and for what? For their own so-called needs, that are really
WANTS
And that are simply turned into needs. It has become so ingrained in humans to do this or that, that they do not pause to think, “Do I really need this?” they simply assume they do because they have “needed” it for however long. The
Horrible
Evil
ASPECT
Of it is simply enough to make one vomit. Our morals? We claim to have morals, but they are feeble, they are more like opinions. You may say that morals are opinions, but I think they are too opposite things. We may think that something is wrong, but we do it anyway. If we thought something was MORALLY wrong, we would not do it at all.
Follow?
I am repulsed by what humans have become, from the eloquent ancients that we once were to the modern sloths we have become.
I hope we all will burn when this earth comes to an end.
And that’s my mini-rant. Poorly written and poorly thought out, but oh well.
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| Writer's Block: Reflections |
[29 Dec 2009|06:00pm] |
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Oooh, my fondest memory has got to be the end of summer. That would be the most significant part of 2009, too, I suppose. The low point was really the beginning and middle of summer while I was dating my ex. The end of summer was amazing, though. I wasn't dating my ex anymore, I had met someone that I really loved and could see myself being with for a long time in the future (still am with) and we had a lot of fun w/friends downtown, at the Indians game, and at restaurants. We would stay up really late, explore Spokane, and it was just amazing all in all. I would relive those days in a heartbeat. It was magical :))
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| Writer's Block: Thanks for the Input |
[18 Aug 2009|07:34pm] |
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Haha...Advice about sex. I mean, seriously. All that my mom said was, "It's going to hurt," and then someone else told me, "If he tries anything down there again, punch him in the balls." It was hilarious, but extremely unhelpful.
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| Writer's Block: Birthday Shout-out |
[31 Jul 2009|12:34pm] |
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Oooh!!! That's a hard one. I want to say the seventh one because there was so much adventure in it, but the fifth one was probably my favorite. It had drama, adventure, romance - the whole thing, which is great. I love when authors focus on all different genres of writing :)))
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| Hmmm |
[15 Jul 2009|11:30am] |
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So much drama... I wish I understood things - my emotions, my reactions, and I wish, for once, that I could be open. But I just can't. And I can't tell him why. It's too hard and relationships, I'm finding, do not agree with me...
-C
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| Dangggg |
[27 Jun 2009|04:05pm] |
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Yesterday Tracy came by. He does a lot of trading and buying of stolen jewelry/computers/etc, you know? The stuff that he's given me before is generally stuff that he's got from that. But he bought me a bracelet as a graduation gift, something he never does for ANYONE. It's genuine sapphire and diamond. I was amazed. It's beautiful.
-C
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| Duuuude |
[02 Jun 2009|10:22am] |
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On a whim, I checked into my really really really old email, imikittie@thefreesite.com? and I had tons of flashbacks and felt my stomach churning with disgust and a few other emotions, I'm sure. Anyway...Yeah, it was a crazy experience. And then I randomly typed in Rabidmoose...You know that guy that was flaming everyone's stories around 2002-2003 and was all thinking, "I really wish that guy would come back..." because he is the reason that I got better at writing.
Just a random thingy. :P
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[11 May 2009|11:15am] |
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Why does my boss always shut down his computer when he's just going to be gone for five minutes? Suspicious. Time to break into it and see what hes got on there....
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| Umm profile |
[25 Apr 2009|01:45pm] |
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I decided to update my profile. Can you believe I was 13 when I first got my LJ??
Name - Crystal May Linn Walker Whitney
Nicknames - DIS, Crystal Linn, Crystal May Linn, or Kanna-sama
Age - 17, 18 in July
Gender - Female
Hair color - Dark auburn, really auburn in the sun
Eye Color - Brown.
Height/Body Build - 5'5''/slim (I thought I was 5'6'' for the longest time)
About Me - I'm pretty laid-back and down-to-earth. I'm really introspective and most of the time I prefer to just sit in my room rather than hang with any of my friends. I don't judge people by what they look like, but more of how they act. Or at least I try. Generally, when I immediately hate a person on sight, I end up being pretty accurate, especially when it comes to my brother's girlfriends. I don't like snobs, nor do I like the people with money who say, "Oh, we're suffering," because it's a bunch of b.s. I don't like swearing because it usually comes out particularly ugly out of my mouth, but I don't have a problem with people who swear. I don't mind people who do pot, because it's not that big of a deal to me. I'm not interested in dating or relationships because all it brings is drama. I'm a really bad homophobe when it comes to lesbians and I hate when other girls touch me because it makes me really uncomfortable. (With the exception of my mom, of course.) I can get through school and know how and when to apply myself to academics, but I'm a generally lazy person when it comes to homework. I'm geeky and a bit of a nerd, but I don't belond in any clique because I don't believe that anyone should be confined to one group of people. I've been through a lot in my life that I haven't shared with my friends, so I know what it's like to suffer. For now, I just want to live through life laughing and hope that things work out for me.
Dislikes - Snobs, rich snobs, a lot of my family, people in general, bulldogs, rottweilers, cigarettes, cigarette smoke, old perverts, black girls that act like total bitches and are skanky, sluts, know-it-alls, shallow people, vain people, girls that stand in front of the sink staring at themselves, laptops that don't work, skirts, short dresses, gory movies, bad singing, loud people, immature people in high school, immature people in COLLEGE, stupid morons that don't know how to spell 'project' correctly, children, jocks, cheerleaders, did I mention people with money?, and really really hot weather
Likes - writing, photography, riding my bike, singing, pens with all their ink in them, books, my mom, cats, doing my nails, shopping w/friends and/or my mom, cold weather, the snow, standing in the rain during summer, long car rides, driving (so long as it isn't in Idaho GRR), coffeeeeee!!!!, and guys who can make me laugh ;D
Bands/Singers I like - My Chemical Romance, Death Cab for Cutie (What Sarah Said), The Academy Is, Namie Amuro, The Sunstreak, All Time Low, Yiruma, Joe Hisaishi, The Beatles, Blue October, Breathe Carolina, Keith Urban, City and Colour, Fleetwood Mac, The Killers, etc, etc, etc
Bands/Singers I dislike - Mostly rap artists
Hobbies - Writing, reading, drawing, singing, photography, and I loooooooove to sleep
Talents - Writing, singing
Mangas I like - YuGiOh!, Uzumaki, King of Thorn, Alice 19th, Eerie Queerie, Trinity Blood, Cowboy Bebop, Petshop of Horrors, Wish, Cardcaptor Sakura, Bleach, etc....
Movies - Hayao Miyazaki films, Pirates of the Caribbean, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, finding Neverland, Titanic, The Prophecy, Silent Hill, Silence of the Lambs, Pride and Prejudice, and many more
Books - A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, To Kill A Mockingbird, Wish you Well, The Rope Walk, The Dark Jewels Trilogy, Harry Potter, Howl's Moving Castle, Castle in the Sky, The House of Many Ways, The Noble Dead Saga, I Thee Wed, and too many more to remember at the moment
Style of Clothing - Depends. Usually jeans and a tanktop will suffice, but sometimes sweats and a loose shirt or basketball shorts and a T-shirt.
Careers - Author, editor, but I'm going to school to be a probation officer
Drinks - Gatorade, coffee, Arizona, Koolaid, milk
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| "I'll love you, I'll kill you" |
[25 Apr 2009|01:36pm] |
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Seriously. Drama-rama. My brother is being a total douche bag. How, you may ask? Well, he and my mom got in a fight about 3:30 am yesterday and she literally threw him out. I guess she was strangling him, too, but I really don't blame her with the way he has been treating her and screaming at her and calling her a "fucking cunt." Well, I wasn't sure what was going on at first and woke up, bemused, and then heard them yelling at each other and grabbed my phone and stumbled out of my room, ready to call the cops if need be. As it happened, she got him out of the door successfully.
Shane doesn't know what the word "leave" means because he came back yesterday night like everything was okay. And then he did what he always does: he ate all the food in the fridge (not even joking, there's NOTHING left) and he made a complete mess throughout the whole house. Oh, and Dewey was leaving to Lewiston for a golf tournament this weekend, right? And so I woke up this morning at like 7 to use the bathroom and I heard someone go in Dewey's computer room. I thought it was him and he hadn't left yet, so I tapped on the door and opened it to tell him good luck. Well, it was my stupid ass brother going through Dewey's stuff. And he's done this TWICE before and Dewey's gotten PISSED about it because - hello, it's HIS room and no one but my mom is allowed in there. He was already in there once and broke something. Last time Shane used the excuse that he was going through Jerry's stuff (my step-sister's boyfriend) and got off. But eff that. All my brother does is steal my mom's stuff to pawn it for drugs and I'm sick and tired of him disrespecting our home and causing a bunch of fricking drama. Dewey knows that I wouldn't senselessly lie about this kind of shit, so I'm telling him that Shane was in there going through his stuff. He probably stole something.
There are only three people I really hate in this entire world: Kristina, my dad, and now Shane. I don't use the word 'hate' lightly and I don't usually wish someone dead as much as I do my brother. He's worthless and needs to get his own life and stop butting into ours. I can't even have friends over because he's at my house.
He needs to leave. Seriously.
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| Writer's Block: LiveJournal Book Club |
[25 Apr 2009|01:27pm] |
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Gee...That's hard. I think that there are three that I would recommend just because they are such beautiful books: To Kill A Mockingbird, A Tree Grows In Brooklyn, and Wish You Well. They all take place in America in a previous period, all have the point of view of children, and the last two deal with children who live in impoverished areas and go through a lot of trials through their life. Most people wouldn't read those kinds of books, but I think the point of views of children are more interesting than adults. They see things so differently and somehow find happiness in hard times. Adults don't do that. They stress and stress and when you read that in every book with an adult as the protagonist, it just gets repetetive. Children find different ways to do things. :)))
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[07 Apr 2009|04:46pm] |
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I really don't want to graduate. My mum got my graduation announcements and stuff today for me while I was at school and when I got them and was looking through all the stuff and reading the motto, I just started bawling. It made me realize just how real this is. I don't want to get out of high school, to become an adult, and just enter, well, life. What I'm most afraid of is that I'll lose contact with all my friends and what I miss so much about high school now that I'm in Running Start is just chillin with people and having no worries. At Eastern, they're all a bunch of stuck-up snobs that have no personality whatsoever and I hate it. I HATE IT.
I'm not ready for the life of an adult, let alone really being a college student. I just can't stand it...
-C
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| Writer's Block: Seven Days |
[07 Apr 2009|04:38pm] |
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Sunday, for some reason. Sunday basically means that Monday's right around the corner, which means no more sleeping in until one in the afternoon and waking up at 5:30 am for school again.
I usually get really excited for Tuesdays, mostly because it's almost the middle of the week, and there's just something about Tuesdays that do it for me. Oh, and Fringe is on Tuesdays so that basically rocks...
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| I've been posting a lot of junk on here. Very uncharacteristic of me, hummm |
[20 Mar 2009|08:35am] |
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Just got done with my psychology final earlier. Grrr, it only took my eighteen bloody minutes and I sacrificed an hour of sleep to come out to EWU to do it! What a crock!
Anyway, it was easy and although I'm semi-glad for that, it seemed to be a waste of time in my opinion. :P Oh, well. I get to go to work in a half hour. Yaaay...Not.
-C
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[09 Mar 2009|08:00am] |
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My revolutionshipping story has been listed as one of the Best Anime Fiction here:
http://www.bestanimefiction.com/id169.html
At the moment, it has seventeen chapters and 215 reviews. Very unexpected, seeing as how this is my first fiction with this couple starring. I'm happy about it, haha
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| I got....a new phone |
[23 Feb 2009|02:40pm] |
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new phone, same number. :))))
my mommy got my last phone.
did I mention Kristina moved out? so happy....
My grammar is terrible. I really am a country gal...ish
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